I have so many thoughts that get in the way of me just being me...in the moment.
I wonder...what if? When will??? What am I going to????/ Etc...
This mind of mine needs to just CHEEEEEIIIIILLLLLLLLL OUTTTT.
So much stuff is happening all around me and I could really be a part of it.
But first...I need to stop fearing the unknown.
God really helps me with that but sometimes I just don't want the help.
Or I'm too selfish to remember that He even wants to help.
I look at my devotional book and my prayer journal before I go to bed.
Instead of writing down my prayers or worshipping God for ten minutes.
Sometimes I can be so lazy.
But..maybe it's because I had more intention of going on a run that day than worshipping the one who made my body so it can run.
Wow I'm selfish.
Lord please help me to be less selfish and more like You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
